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Fickle

by Emzee & Silas

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Matt Olson
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This is Part 1 of 12 songs to be released each month of 2020.

This song is a cultivation of years of trial and error, self acceptance, and letting go. Life and love are fickle. Allow them to be as such.

lyrics

How many ways must I ask you to stay?
Is it my eyes or my heart? Give me away
How many times must I ask myself why
Am I okay? Am I alright? Is this mine?

We all love in a fickle kind of way
Battling demons, will it ever go our way?
Checking in just to see if I'm enough
When push comes to shove I just want to be happy
Let me happy for myself
But I'm always waiting on someone else

I know your mind keeps spinning
Day after day you keep on reeling on
Would you say I got it wrong?
My mind is made
Won't you sing along

Draw a line in the sand this time
Tell me what it's like to be on the other side
All the ways we said we'd right
Wrongs left out from closing and opening doors
Left out from closing and opening doors

How many days have I been stuck in my brain?
Confusions, delusions, allusions it's all caving in
What I would give for a moment just to live
Looking in outside myself

We all love in a fickle kind of way
Battling demons, will it ever go our way?
Checking in just to see if I'm enough
When push comes to shove we just want to be happy
Let us happy for ourselves
But we're always waiting on someone else

I know your mind keeps spinning
Day after day moments reeling on
Would you say I got it wrong?
My mind is made
Won't you sing along

Draw a line in the sand this time
Tell me what it's like to be on the other side
All the ways we said we'd right
Wrongs left out from closing and opening doors
Left out from closing and opening doors

credits

released January 31, 2020
Matt Olson of Attack and Release Sound Studios. Thank you for never ending patience in the studio, for making me laugh, and believing in me throughout.

Jack Stob, thank you for your wizardry through graphic design and pizzazz.

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